Thursday, July 31, 2008
So he finally couldn't stand the cold shoulder I was giving him and we sorted things out.
He explained his side of the story, and I explained mine.
I couldn't even remember if he apologized.
I think he did but I just can't remember.
Anyways as my Gor said (damn he's always right), that it was because I wasn't looking for an apology. That wasn't the important bit.
I think both of us were quite affected by what happened...I realised that because I was quite moody for the duration that I wasn't talking to him and became constantly distracted as my mind was pre-occupied with thinking about the whole situation, so much so that I kept stuffing up my work.
According to my Gor, he was chattier than usual after we made up - I guess it's also a load off his mind.
It's tiring to be angry at someone.
At 7.08pm, he wrapped his arms around me and hugged the breath out of me like a teddy bear.
Me: I have to get off the train at the next stop.
Him: Nooooooooooo...........walk home *grins*
Me: *smiles* Idiot.
Him: *laughs* It's ok. We'll have each other over the weekend.
Suddenly, all is forgiven.
Suddenly, the sun in my world is shining again.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 5:55 PM
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
I can't believe my weekend flew by just like that. It's not fair. I waited all week for it *sulks*.
Amy and I stuffed ourselves silly at Korean Garden tonight *burp*. I'm so glad she's back. I'm raring for my clique to be complete again...which will be soon I hope.
Watched "Children of the silk road" starring Jonathan Rhys-Meyers, Radha Mitchell, Chow Yun Fat and Michelle Yeoh with the girlies over the weekend.
It was pretty good I must say. This movie is based on the real life story of George Hogg, an English reporter back in the 1930s who went to China during the war in hopes of getting a scoop. If I say any more I will give the plot away. It is a very sad movie.
Jonathan Rhys-Meyers is an awesome actor and Chow Yun Fat and Michelle Yeoh's English has improved tremendously since the last time I saw them on the big screen. I always squirm whilst watching war movies because of all the killing and this was no different. I'm so thankful that I wasn't born during that time. I can't even begin to imagine the trauma that that generation of people went through. They are pretty amazing.
We had a bunch of new puppies in at the RSPCA this week. I walked in on them after they had their feed and there they were - 8 of them in full force running towards me, yelping and tugging at my shoelaces with their newly formed teeth. They are so adorable :)
I realise, since starting at the RSPCA, that I have a soft spot for Pomeranians and Maltease dogs. They are really well-behaved and oh so cute. Labradors too. That being said, I respect the Huskys very much. They are extremely mature. Well, at least those that I've had the privilege of walking. I walked a cross-breed Husky this week and I wanted to bring him home. He was so gorgeous, in every sense of the word. Beagles are crazy I tell you. Nothing like the Snoopy I know. I walked 4 of them this week and all of them were hopping mad. They couldn't walk in a straight line and they kept trying to get away from the leash.
So many things on my mind right now. I'm just trying to keep sane until this weekend. Have a good week everyone!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 7:50 PM
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
I've been emo-nemo-ing all week.
It might be the weather. OR I'm just being moody because the hols are over but yet I feel like I haven't had a break.
Work piled up and came crashing down on me so hard that I couldn't breathe. I stood at my desk grabbing my hair and felt myself starting to panic because there were so many things to be done. Datelines freak me out all the time. My life is a mad rush at the moment.
Many other things have been on my mind recently as the year draws to an end. I can't believe it's July already. It's all passing wayyy too fast.
It's me and the Peter Pan syndrome again. I just don't want to grow up. I have such a huge phobia. I just don't want to deal with all those things that grown ups have to deal with. Why can't we just stay young and innocent forever??
I haven't had a chance to talk to a friend in days and I miss him like a crazy person. We've both been so busy we haven't had a chance to really sit down and chat though we see each other everyday.
Ahhhhhh life. I don't want to be one of those people who spends so much time just working and working and loses sight of their priorities and what really matters. I felt like my life was crashing because I haven't been praying, I have to admit. I thought I could handle everything and I can't, I still need my God. I need to tell Him every single problem I have, then let it go and surrender them to Him. Only then will I be at peace again. So that's what I am going to do tonight.
I have activities lined up all weekend and they have nothing to do with work (thank God). I hope you guys have one helluva weekend yourselves. Cheers!!~ :)
~Faith is not believing that God can - it's knowing that He WILL
Yinny was Joshing around @ 8:20 PM
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
People keep saying that I should open up my heart.
I think an open heart leaves me exposed to heartbreak.
Rejecting and closing up is just a defence mechanism on my part.
I just know that I will regret it if I allow it to happen.
I just know.
And I don't think I have the emotional capacity to deal with it right now.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 9:44 PM
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I haven't been sleeping properly since my holidays ended. Suddenly my entire well-disciplined routine that I so carefully and slowly built up in the past 3.5 months went out the window in the span of 2 weeks. I have got to break out of this bad sleeping habit.
Only mid-week and my entire weekend is already booked up with activities. At least that's still going normally.
Interlocutory hearings are next week and I still have no clue what to prepare or what to expect. *eeps* I'm probably going to do the whole, "Your Honour....*faints*" thing again :S
Criminal hearings were on this week and I had fun playing roles of the witness and the defendant. It's no easy task being cross-examined, let me tell you. By real police officers too!! But my congradulations goes to my friends & colleagues who were brave enough to volunteer for the role of counsel. I thought that they all did extremely well :) I'm so proud to be their classmate.
I'm REALLY looking forward to Friday - catching up with my girlies!! :)
Enjoy the weekend everyone!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 2:39 AM
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