emo-nemo
I've been emo-nemo-ing all week.It might be the weather. OR I'm just being moody because the hols are over but yet I feel like I haven't had a break.Work piled up and came crashing down on me so hard that I couldn't breathe. I stood at my desk grabbing my hair and felt myself starting to panic because there were so many things to be done. Datelines freak me out all the time. My life is a mad rush at the moment.Many other things have been on my mind recently as the year draws to an end. I can't believe it's July already. It's all passing wayyy too fast. It's me and the Peter Pan syndrome again. I just don't want to grow up. I have such a huge phobia. I just don't want to deal with all those things that grown ups have to deal with. Why can't we just stay young and innocent forever??I haven't had a chance to talk to a friend in days and I miss him like a crazy person. We've both been so busy we haven't had a chance to really sit down and chat though we see each other everyday.Ahhhhhh life. I don't want to be one of those people who spends so much time just working and working and loses sight of their priorities and what really matters. I felt like my life was crashing because I haven't been praying, I have to admit. I thought I could handle everything and I can't, I still need my God. I need to tell Him every single problem I have, then let it go and surrender them to Him. Only then will I be at peace again. So that's what I am going to do tonight.I have activities lined up all weekend and they have nothing to do with work (thank God). I hope you guys have one helluva weekend yourselves. Cheers!!~ :)~Faith is not believing that God can - it's knowing that He WILL
Yinny was Joshing around @ 8:20 PM