Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Oh this blog. Abandoned for so long even the chatbox has grown webs.
Methinks it's time to start afresh.
When I have the energy and stop doing nothing I shall create a new blog and start over.
Till then - live long and prosper ~Spock
Yinny was Joshing around @ 9:21 PM
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Addicted to apples
I am being sucked into the world of Apple consumerism. It is probably the most expensive form of consumerism ever. It's no wonder Steve Jobs is laughing all the way to the bank. Unfortunately no amount of money will be able to buy him his health, but that's another thing altogether.The iphone is probably one of the cleverest inventions of the decade. It has changed the way people think, the way people communicate...in fact it probably (ironically) caused the breakdown in communication - I see families sitting at tables not talking to each other but are busy texting or playing games on their phones...it's disgraceful really.For now, I still hate that it's so difficult to text (I hate touch typing 'cos my fingers are too big) but I'm still exploring the endless possibilities this phone is capable of.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 10:11 PM
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it's been a long time...
I can't believe how long it's been since I blogged.I keep resolving to blog more often but I've gotten so lazy.I can't remember the time my life started to get boring and me starting to lose interest in every single thing in life. Oh yes, I think it's 'round about the same time I started working.The days are flying by but the months are not.I need a break. I'm going to Sydney :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 10:24 PM
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I wonder
We're nearing the middle of 2011 already.I still feel lost, unstable. I'm taking a backseat and waiting for something to happen. I've stopped planning because I have no choice but to go with the flow. I'm in search of answers but God seems to be taking His time, knowing that I'm the impatient sort.My life has come to a standstill. Every day that the sun rises I repeat the same routine as if I'm a hamster on the same wheel of life. I keep moving but I'm getting nowhere. Yet if I somehow step out of line I will risk losing my balance and toppling over.I'm a control-freak. And control-freaks don't do well being pawns in a game. Why is it so hard to just trust?I'm alone in my thoughts. The isolation is almost too much to bear. I spend endless nights wondering why but to my dismay nothing will change what has passed.Am I really able to forgive? And what is forgiveness without forgetting?Will the people who have hurt myself and the ones I love get their just deserts? What goes around comes around. I know it will. The wicked will be punished.The answers that my heart seeks.For now just let me be an ostrich.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 1:09 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2011
I'm having that all too familiar feeling of dread again.I can't seriously be jaded with work after only one year.What's wrong with me?!?I'm a lazy bum who just wants to sit around and do nothing all day.How the hell am I going to survive the rest of my life.Think I'm having a mid-life crisis.jiu ming ahhhhh.That being said my social life here has come to a stalemate too.I realised that I only have a few close friends left in Melbourne and the rest have left for home. It's saddening. And the close friends who are here work 'round the clock so they are always busy!!! I realise when I want to hang out with someone I pick up the phone and don't know who to call!!! That is just plain sad.I feel like I'm going through the motions. When will this all end.
Why am I being emo today.
If only someone understood.
If only someone could help.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 7:50 PM
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