I'm having that all too familiar feeling of dread again.

I can't seriously be jaded with work after only one year.

What's wrong with me?!?

I'm a lazy bum who just wants to sit around and do nothing all day.

How the hell am I going to survive the rest of my life.

Think I'm having a mid-life crisis.

jiu ming ahhhhh.

That being said my social life here has come to a stalemate too.

I realised that I only have a few close friends left in Melbourne and the rest have left for home. It's saddening. And the close friends who are here work 'round the clock so they are always busy!!! I realise when I want to hang out with someone I pick up the phone and don't know who to call!!! That is just plain sad.

I feel like I'm going through the motions. When will this all end.

Why am I being emo today.

If only someone understood.

If only someone could help.