Tuesday, January 05, 2010
2010...doesn't feel like a new year to me
2010 doesn't feel like a new year to me. Usually I'm pretty psyched that it's a new year because it's like a new beginning to me. In school it used to be about new textbooks, new stationery, new friends, new uniforms...then it was new Uni diaries, new lecturers, new fat bank balance (thanks to parents)...now nothing has changed after the cross over from 2009 to 2010. It feels like all the burdens, worries and stress has just been carried forward. Maybe I'm just getting old, I don't know. Yes yes, I'm hitting the big 2-5 this month and apparently according to some experts on the radio, a woman reaches her peak at 25 and then everything from there goes downhill. Hmmm. Which is contradictory to what one of my aunt's said at Christmas ('life begins at 50!!'). Anywho, to me age is just a number (I swear) because everyone (people who don't know me) has under-guessed my age since I was 19. I certainly do feel 25 though: I feel the stress of working, being financially independent, planning for the future (oh gawd)...All I can say is: It ain't pretty growin' up Mister.Well, life goes on. Also, I won't be posting pictures of America here because it took me a heck of a long time to do it on Facebook since the Application kept dying on me. You guys can check it out on Facebook and save me heaps of trouble thankyew :)I hope this year will be a good one for you guys, but I doubt it, since the Tiger year is never a good year. Especially not one for giving birth. Especially since it's only 5 Jan and I've already had 2 pieces of bad news. Nope siree, this ain't gonna be a good year all right.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 10:54 PM