my dear EE
Dearest EE,It's been 2 weeks since you left us and we're still feeling the after effects, like an earthquake that shook our world and left all of us lost and devastated. It sounds cheesy but it's true. There isn't a moment that passes where you don't cross my mind. I'm sure Ma's the same. When you left you took a huge piece of our hearts and we will never be the same again. We miss you so much.It's your birthday next month and I don't know what to get you yet. I know I haven't been a very good niece because I've only sent flowers and cards every year. But I know material things don't matter to you, it's the thought that counts.Sometimes thinking back, I'm still sore with God that we lost the fight. We tried so hard to keep you even though we saw you were in so much pain. I know that God has certain plans for all of us but I don't agree with how much pain and suffering He put you through these past 2 years. But that's God isn't it? We can never understand His work - all we can do is trust in Him.Thank you for the last 6 weeks I had with you. Good or bad, these memories are those I will keep forever.I hope you're having a blast in Heaven. I trust my God is taking care of you whilst you bask in His affection and look upon us every day. Zheng Xi is having exams soon, I will pray for him and Tian Ji every day and watch out for them always.Until next time, we love and miss you very much.Much love from your favourite niece,Yins :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 5:05 AM
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