overthinking things
"you think too much" is the sentence I keep hearing more and more frequently these days.Do I really think too much? Sometimes when I think too little, people say I'm insensitive and that I'm too simplistic. When I think too much, people say I'm overkill. Sometimes I just can't help it. Hey I'm not perfect. I'm only human. A very emotional one at that. And that's not something I can control. Overthinking is better than not thinking....no?When my friends come to me for advice I always tell them not to complicate matters. I wonder if now I'm the one complicating matters or this whole situation was complicated to start with.I must admit that the whole thing was my fault.All along I thought that I was the victim...but then I had a sudden realisation that it wasn't him all along...it was me.I started it and now I'm turning the tables and blaming him...it all seems so unfair.So now I'm walking away from all this confusion...because honestly, I don't need it right now.I wonder what's going to happen once I turn my back on the mess that I created. I tried to fix it but he brushed me aside, implying that he's getting too comfortable in the mess.It's going to be hard not looking back but I suppose it's for my own good - to step outside and look at things from a fresh perspective. To go back to days when things were simple...I miss that.
Self-immersion in work may help.One of my favourite quotes at the moment:One often meets destiny on the road he takes to avoid it~Master Wu Gui from Kung Fu Panda (I love that show!!)寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪
有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲?
是怎样的心情?
能不能说给我听?
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣?
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你 我可以
~Evan Cai Min You
Yinny was Joshing around @ 3:23 PM
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