Friday, June 13, 2008
I can't believe I ever had doubts of whether I wanted to stay on in Aus or go back to Singapore.
If I had gone back to Singapore, I would never have met the awesome people that I have met in college.
I would have missed out on so, so much.
This year has been amazing. And I'm only halfway there.
I know that God would have had a whole other plan for me if I had gone back to Singapore which would have brought me a whole other world of exciting opportunities. But for now, I shall not speculate the unknown and continue basking in the path that He's led me to instead.
Sometimes I'm afraid to be too happy because experience tells me that the more you allow yourself to let go, the harder you fall.
And there always comes a time when you will fall. It's just a matter of when.
I mean, good things always come to an end right?
I can't wait for the day when I can truly say with all my heart, "Lord I'm really letting go now, just catch me if anything happens".
The people at college make me smile all day.
I truly, truly felt loved by everyone.
And these are people I've known only for 3 months.
It's amazing. I'm so blessed.
Special thanks to my Gor, Sangee, Chik Hong, Chik Seng and Juin for everything :)
And the girls. How can I even start to say how much they mean to me? They are my family over here. We've been thru thick and thin together and they are the most beautiful bunch of people I know. Ok now I'm gushing.
A boy made me chicken soup last night:
Something so simple yet tasted better than anything in the world at that moment.
He's such a mommy - "Eat your vegetables. I don't care if you don't finish the pasta and chicken, but make sure you eat your vegetables". "Are you sure you're full?". "It's cold, button up". "Take your medicine and for God's sake eat something after that". "No fried food and cold drinks for you until you get well". "You've got to learn how to take care of yourself. Why don't you take care of yourself?!?"
As we sat in front of the TV eating I couldn't believe that all 4 years we were at uni we never crossed paths and now in the span of 3 months we've become so close.
Amazing right?
That's how God works.
I think sometimes people try too hard to define relationships. They get uncomfortable if there are grey areas. There always has to be a line drawn somewhere. Well. The lines are blurred in our relationship. And we like it like that. So there.
2 weeks. I will miss you guys so much. Happy holidays!! :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 3:01 AM
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