ramblings from a college kid
This week was an abnormal week for me. I wasn't quite myself, and I can't explain why.Maybe it's due to the fact that I haven't been sleeping well this whole week. I keep sleeping and waking up and taking some time to fall back to sleep again. When I finally wake up, I feel as if I haven't had a good night's rest. Urgh. I don't have nightmares. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not cold. It's just inexplicable. My mom thought it was cuz I was worried about my aunt's operation, but I wasn't. I know that God will carry her through this period of difficulty. I was actually more worried about my mom being worried about my aunt. I think my mom's even more worried than my aunt is about her own operation.Anyway my aunt's operation was partially successful! Which is cause to celebrate :) I'm not too clear on the details yet but we're monitoring the situation at present. She is well and resting, on her way to recovery. I told you my God will keep her safe :) Thanks to every single one of you for your prayers.Anywho, I was annoyed all week partially because we had to sit through lectures and seminars of Commercial law practice which were freaking boring to death. Everyone was so annoyed. And now we have to run our own Commercial Practice file. Hate it hate it hate it!!!Hence I got extremely impatient with 2 of my good friends and I felt so guilty after that. When I'm not in a good mood I get impatient really easily...and...my friends were trying to explain something to me...and they are not very coherent in English because English is not their 1st language...and try as I might, I could not understand what the hell they were trying to tell me and it seemed like forever as they went around and around the bush and spoke so slowly I felt like hitting them over the head with something. Seriously!! I have no patience for people who can't speak English coherently. It just takes too much effort to try and decipher what they are trying to say. And for that, I am sorry. I really should learn to be more patient. I didn't take it out on them or show my impatience but I sorta imploded lol.Sometimes when your eyes are so fixated on something, you tend to miss the bigger picture and miss everyone and everything that goes by you. You forget that there are other people who love you and who mean more to you than that something that your eyes are so focused on all the time. The Chinese explain it so well: 远在天边,近在眼前Just as I thought that I was going to have a quiet weekend, invitations came pouring in yesterday and now my weekend is fully booked and committed LOL. I enjoy it either way - having time to myself or being with friends. This morning it's back to the city with Juin for lunch and some shopping. Then afternoon will be over at his place baking apple pie! I'm only over for the finished product though. I hope to meet up with Sangee over there and then from there, come back to my place for steamboat with the girls!!! Sunday morning is for me to sleep in and then afternoon is church. Night is hotpot in the city with my clique from college. Mannnnn...I'm spending so much time in the city, I might as well move there. I love my current place though. It's so nice and quiet.Hmmmm I better make the most of my Sunday morning then. Have to call my mom to wish her a Happy Mothers' Day!! :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 6:43 AM
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