Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Inexplicable
Someone that I grew up with, had his world collapse on him. And even though many willing hands were extended to pull him out of the hole that he had buried himself in, he chose to dig even deeper until he was unreachable. Someone who took care of me since I was young, fell really sick.A friend disappointed me. Someone whom I love is unhappy and I desperately want her to be happy again but I'm not the one who can make it happen.I miss people.I hate it when people take me for granted.I hate it when people force me to do things even after I've said NO.I need to change my perspective of life but I can't. Not yet.I will never be ready for change.
If things are so great the way they are, why do we need to change them?
My heart is not where my body is. I think people are getting nastier and nastier as time goes by.
Friends whom I haven't seen for 2 years met up with me last night. It's as if nothing's changed.
We did shots of cheesecake:
Green tea, Lemon, New York, Cookies & cream, Strawberry
Josh: woooooo I want the monkey!!
Josh: ahhhhhhh I got it! I got it!!!!
One proud Curious George owner :)
~Josh photos taken from the Groban Photovault
Yinny was Joshing around @ 6:17 PM