Wednesday, August 01, 2007
whywhywhywhywhy
I don't understand why.Why when my really good friend has now got a boyfriend, I'm like a victim of their relationship.Well, people see it that way.I'm very happy for her the same way that she was happy for me when I was once attached. I don't think our friendship has changed (just that sometimes I dun wanna be lightbulb so I dun usually like hanging with them alone).I get more and more people coming up to me giving me pathetic looks and saying things like, "You so poor thing. She's with her bf and you are so lonely."WTF?!?!!?So you mean I have no life without her??I feel frustrated that people see it that way. Like my existence depends on her. Like who I am depends on her.I must be a really boring person without her.Cuz without her I'm supposed to be lost.I can't understand it.But no one understands how I feel.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 7:50 PM