After riding the emotional rollercoaster all of yesterday, it wasn't surprising that I had a long string of dreams all night in completion.

Funnily enough, these dreams were all linked together to form this complete story...it wasn't a bad dream but it was strange. So strange that I can't even tell you how strange *lol*. But the ending was a good one. One that I liked very much *grins blissfully*. One of the strange things was that it was sooo vivid. Like I was actually up and acting the dream myself because I was using all my 6 senses (*lol*) in it. AND even stranger, the endings to my dreams for the past 4 days have all been the same, but with different people! My brain is trying to tell me something *hmm*.

I've always been fascinated by dreams and what they represent. I should go study dreamology.

That would be funny. "Hi everyone, I have a BA in Dreamology. I'm a dreamer by profession."


I have got to stop trying to take control of my life. I need to let go and let God take over.

People always tell you to be yourself. But what if yourself is not good enough? What if yourself is boring?

I changed my mind. I'm now TOTALLY addicted to "Remember when it rained" by Josh Groban. Excellent song. Great for being emo with. Everytime I hear this song I feel really sad. It's as if he's trying to expel all the sadness within him - and he's really hurting.

Remember when it rained

Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you
No more love and no more pride
And thoughts are all I have to do

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained
Felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained
In the darkness I remain

Tears of hope run down my skin
Tears for you that will not dry
They magnify the one within
And let the outside slowly die

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained
I felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained
In the water I remain
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down


"If there is one thing that is constant in this world, it's the power of music" ~Josh Groban