I'm all out of love
Seems like I've been blogging pretty frequently lately. Blogging's my outlet. Somewhere I can channel my excitement and my sorrow. It doesn't matter if people never read it. I read it and feel happy. The only thing hard about blogger is that you can't really spell out situations exactly or name people cuz others are reading, so sometimes I get stuck.I blog because the people I know don't share the same interests as I do. When I get excited about something and I feel that people are not interested in what I have to share, I blog about it. It's no big deal. Although I'm still waiting to meet that cool person I've been praying about, who shares all the exact same interests as I do *lol*. When friends my age are going clubbing, shopping for cool clothes, talking about buying cars, going paintballing, watching Korean dramas, learning cool languages like Korean, Japanese and French and doing all the cool things friends my age do, I'd rather be stuck behind watching soccer, listening to Josh Groban, thinking of which soft toy to buy next, dreaming of the latest hot Taiwanese artiste, learning Spanish and sewing. I can't help it. I'm weird.When I like someone, it eventually turns into an obsession (really quickly). It's pretty scary. I live, breathe, think and talk that person 24/7. Kindda annoys the people around me (sorry!). If you all thought I was just kidding around, I'm actually pretty serious about it. But it sucks when you like someone and you know nothing will ever happen even before anything even begins cuz it's just tOo frigging impossible. How frustrating is that? Shall take it out on a game of baddy tmr with the gang.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 1:55 AM