Hermit Yin
I find myself at a loss for words nowadays. It seems almost as if my brain is blank. I always knew what to say. Now it feels as if my brain went on a permanent vacation.
I can’t even be bothered to pick up the phone and call people now when I used to be the one calling all the time. Then again, no one calls me either.
2006 is the first year I didn’t send anyone Christmas cards…because I received none when I sent them in previous years.
I’m not keen on going out with friends anymore…because I’m too freaking lazy. I enjoy the comfort of my home too much now. Besides, I find that there is more to do at home than outside, no need to spend $ somemore.
As mentioned above, when I meet people I don’t know how to make small talk anymore. Most of the time I will just sit and listen and let others do the talking. This is SOOO NOT me because I usually enjoy talking.
I hardly sign in to msn anymore…because whenever I do, either no one talks to me, or no one has anything to talk about.
I can’t even sit at the tv and watch it for more than 20 mins because I will get bored. I used to love watching wan quan yu le and shao nian te gong dui and anything and everything that had 5566 on it…now I don’t even want to watch wan quan yu le anymore…because it’s the same boring thing everyday.
Things I used to be interested in like shopping, karaoke, yakking on the phone, chatting on msn, watching tv, sewing etc. are all boring to me now.
I haven’t spoken to ANY of my friends since I came back from Taiwan…and I haven't heard from anyone either. I suppose it’s all good. I don’t bother them and they don’t bother me. We live in our own worlds now. Moreover with the mood I’m in at the moment, I don’t think ANYONE should talk to me.
In my spare time (which I have a lot of now), I read and surf the internet. Youtube rocks.
Life is now officially boring. Something is wrong with me.
Over here I would like to extend my sincere apologies to my friends for not contacting them in ages. On the other hand, I would also like to ask why no one has contacted me in ages?
I am now Hermit Yin. And I may prefer it this way.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 3:18 PM