Tuesday, October 24, 2006
6 days - I'm going crazy
I told Syl yesterday that I feel as if I've hit a brick wall. I was doing ok at first and then now there's just 6 days left and 3 papers to sit for next week...suddenly I feel lost. I honestly considered giving up and just turning up for the papers and doing them without preparing for them (might as well not go right). I'm such a wuss. Suddenly going into uni, everything has become such a breeze that I've turned into a wuss...or even more of a wuss if you like. We used to be able to wake up at 6am to go for class and stay in school till 5pm...take 8 subjects and have so many exams in a row...Suddenly in uni you're so pampered and you can't even wake up at 9am anymore...you can't even take 3 exams in a week. What happened? We've gone soft. I've gone soft. What am I even doing in uni? I don't even like to study. Damnnit. I just want to rot. Even my music is boring. I've been listening to the same boring crap and I'm so bored of it. Even the new songs are boring. So many people have been coming up with boring albums. Sighz. Clay Aiken came up with his new album...it's not bad because Clay's voice is AWESOME but they are all covers (or mostly covers) - which I don't really like...Why can't he sing his own songs? He's got "When I see you smile", "Everything I do I do it for you" etc...But my 2 favourite songs are "A Thousand Days" and "Lonely No More"...I'm not sure if they are covers because I've never heard the originals but they're really nice and the lyrics are so sad. I want to marry him so he can sing for me all day *lolz*.Michy came down under from KL yesterday for her graduation and we surprised her with a cake in the restaurant cuz it was her b'day the day before. It got a bit embarrassing when the waiter started singing as well. But it was great catching up.I probably won't be blogging until my exams come along. Good luck to all people having exams now!!! Looking forward to going back and having a good holiday!!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 1:23 PM