Friday, September 01, 2006
why
When it comes to mid-sem every semester I always feel the same way. I wonder how I used to handle all the stress last time. It feels like the more times I go through it, the weaker I get. It's like this rock on the beach being beaten up by the waves. And everytime it gets hit, it slowly erodes away until finally, it becomes nothing at all.Don't really know what's wrong. Sometimes I feel super happy and then the next minute I get all moody and upset with life. I don't know how my parents did it. When I hear stories from older generations about the past and how hard their lives were, I think - the life I have now is nothing compared to the life that they used to have. All I have to do is study and I can't even do that. I feel like giving up. But I know that I can't. And that feeling sucks.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 4:36 PM