Tuesday, April 26, 2011
I wonder


We're nearing the middle of 2011 already.

I still feel lost, unstable. I'm taking a backseat and waiting for something to happen. I've stopped planning because I have no choice but to go with the flow. I'm in search of answers but God seems to be taking His time, knowing that I'm the impatient sort.

My life has come to a standstill. Every day that the sun rises I repeat the same routine as if I'm a hamster on the same wheel of life. I keep moving but I'm getting nowhere. Yet if I somehow step out of line I will risk losing my balance and toppling over.

I'm a control-freak. And control-freaks don't do well being pawns in a game. Why is it so hard to just trust?

I'm alone in my thoughts. The isolation is almost too much to bear. I spend endless nights wondering why but to my dismay nothing will change what has passed.

Am I really able to forgive? And what is forgiveness without forgetting?

Will the people who have hurt myself and the ones I love get their just deserts? What goes around comes around. I know it will. The wicked will be punished.

The answers that my heart seeks.

For now just let me be an ostrich.

Yinny was Joshing around @ 1:09 AM

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