Wednesday, August 27, 2008
As the year draws closer to an end, it feels as if I'm losing control of my life.I'm terrified.There are so many things for me to worry about.I can't deal with everything at the same time - I don't have the emotional capacity for them all.I can't handle additional emotional stress.Not from them. Especially not now.They can't seem to understand that.Has anyone asked me how I feel?Has anyone asked me what I want?Anyone at all?I miss my mommy.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 7:04 PM
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
I've noticed a trend year after year that around this period of time, people start breaking down and getting into an emotional rut and problems start surfacing.I'm not sure why this happens (I suspect that there's something to do with people getting tired towards the end of the year) but it's been affecting many of my friends lately and this in turn is affecting me.I hate seeing my friends depressed. It's even worse when I can't do anything to help their situation. It's frustrating.保持微笑 - S.H.E又一个朋友被伤了心
她哽咽着问我哪里 才有爱情
心疼的把她搂在怀里
说不哭不哭我却先红了眼睛
失恋在这城市里到处横行
天使又一再失约从来没降临
让我们保持微笑
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
又一个朋友计划远行
他剪短了头发说要 遗忘过去
听着他故作洒脱语气
我知道他去的地方叫做逃避
失恋在这城市里到处横行
天使又一再失约从来没降临
让我们保持微笑
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
让我们保持微笑
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
Yinny was Joshing around @ 10:22 AM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
It's so cold and it's getting colder by the day.I can deal with the cold.What I CAN'T deal with is the cold AND wind AND rain all at the same time.My hands feel like they are about to fall off anytime.I don't have to go for botox because my face is perpetually frozen.eePs.How time flies. Classes are coming to an end in 3.5 weeks. Placements start and run for another 3 weeks. I'm glad cuz I got placed in my first preference. Some others weren't as lucky.Then I'm done. I get my Practical Legal Training Diploma certificate.In mid-November I get admitted to the bar as a qualified Australian legal practitioner...whatever that means.I say goodbye to my college and some of my classmates. I hope to stay in touch with many of them.Maybe one day we will be standing on opposite sides of the bar table.Maybe one day we may be working with each other.How I will miss them. How I will miss the times we had.How much I have gained from this course.I'm so thankful.Which reminds me that ex-Australian Idol judge Mark Holden sat in our lecture and class today.We had a full day of Intellectual Property law today (which is uber interesting) and I didn't realise that he was sitting right in front of me until one of my classmates told us. My friend, who was sitting next to me, patted him on the shoulder and said hello and we struck up a conversation. He's very nice. He told us that he has a law degree and he was going to take up our course next year to be admitted to practice. He didn't do that straight after his law degree FROM MONASH UNI in 1970-something because he wanted to pursue a career in music first (yes, he's also a recording artiste and he has his own label). Needless to say, some people were excited about getting his autograph and his picture, whilst others were keen to get his perspective on the music industry. Anyway he looks exactly like he does on television.My weekend is packed again with fun activities :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 6:10 PM
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Thursday, August 07, 2008
So he asked me to be his girlfriend last Saturday, and I said yes.Since then it's just been a whirlwind of sweetness and happy times. Well, it's technically only been 5 days so far, but somehow it feels much longer than that.He is such an amazing person.I admit that we had our fights when we were friends - but I feel that it was because we were just friends then and were afraid to show each other that we cared too much. So many things went unspoken. Misunderstandings. Communication breakdowns. Now since our status has changed, we can talk about anything and tell each other anything - I feel so much more relieved.I'm very, very thankful to have him. He's unbelievably sweet, caring and so very knowledgeable. He's mine and I'm his :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 6:36 PM
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甜蜜蜜 :)
I'd nearly forgotten what it was like to be in love.He reminded me.I'm so blessed :)God put him in my life to teach me patience.God put me in his life to teach him how to love.Pure bliss.
Yinny was Joshing around @ 6:23 PM
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