Friday, March 30, 2007
又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓 当作成长
刚刚走开的人 烟还点着 味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有
我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的 只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了 伤我的人
想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有
我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的 我的决定是对的
Yinny was Joshing around @ 12:24 AM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I think that the feeling of quietly admiring someone from a distance is so much more exciting/thrilling than when the person you like knows that you like them.
It's like playing a game.
怎么办
感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你
快乐又孤单
怎么办
爱却不能讲
你真讨厌
不来帮我的忙
Yinny was Joshing around @ 2:24 PM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
It's amazing how some people can make you feel sometimes.
They don't even have to be doing anything.
As long as you are in their prescence, you two don't even have to be talking to each other. You can just be reading or doing your own thing.
Yet, you feel contented. You feel happy. Just cuz they are sitting there in front of you. When you don't see them, you feel like something is missing.
I miss that feeling.
I used to have that feeling sometimes with certain people.
Is it coming back anytime soon?
Yinny was Joshing around @ 5:50 PM
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I've been in a super good mood these days...I seriously honestly have no idea why. I'm even happy to be doing my readings...oh no! Am I turning into a geeeEEkkk???
Everybody who passes by my hostel's common room every night sees me sitting there doing my readings and can't help but exclaim (EVERY BLOODY TIME THEY SEE ME), "WHOA! Studying again?! Ur so hardworking ah! WHY?!" I can't understand it. Do I now need to seek their permission before I start doing my work??
They just don't get it. In my course, we are given a MOUNTAIN of reading to do every week that we are expected to finish before a new week commences. This reading is NOT equivalent to studying. It is just READING. Studying is when you cram before the exam to get all the information into your head that you, by right, should have already read at least ONCE before. I do reading to keep up with what the lecturers say in class, or else I will be lost and have NO IDEA what is going on, and I HATE that feeling. It makes me insecure.
I do have to admit that I am slower than most people. I can take hours just to read 40 pages of cases - but that's just because I'm trying to take notes and understand the case. Case reading is extremely important & necessary for us, but yet it is the most tedious process we have to go through every week.
Therefore I am downstairs every night plowing through pages of reading not cuz I am hardworking or a mugger (like everyone LOVES to assume), it's cuz it is necessary for me to do so. Because years of experience tells me (15 years to be exact) that if you want a decent grade at the end of the semester, you have to be CONSISTENT. Either that or just be damn lucky. Moreover, once you procrastinate, it's harder to turn back than you expect.
I am very happy tonight because Amy and I ploughed through 6.5 hours worth of work tonight. I actually managed to FINALLY catch up with all the reading that had been piling up over the weeks and am proud to say that I am now up-to-date with all my reading *grinz*. But noooo...can't even take a break because my room needs a good cleaning (I've neglected it) and my assignments are going to be due soon. This is SOoooOOo not fair. Hmph. I wonder how tough it is to be a working woman AND a mother AND a daughter AND a sister AND a wife at the same time. It must be major tiring. My mom is a superwoman.
A teeny fraction of the readings that Amy and I had to do tonight:
Lastly before I retire for the day (it's frigging 3am), I just want to say thanks to Amy and Syl who have been so patient and kind as to stay in the common room to plough through the night with me even though sometimes they have been dragged there against their will. I draw my motivation from them. I'm so blessed to have had so many good friends in my life.
Amy cut a slice of her mudcake for me and made me top-notch plunger coffee in her special teacup to keep me going all night!!
My dear friends in Singapore...I promise to call soon!! I miss you all very much!! Haven't seen you all online...guess we're all busy at the moment, but do keep in touch!! :)
Btw, I am hereby confirming that I am NOT going back during the June hols. Amy, Syl and I will be trotting off to Sydney for a 5 day, 4 night vacation. I've been there before, but that was like more than 10 years ago...and my parents may come over to visit as well. So I will see ya all at the end of the year!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 12:22 AM
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
It's already week 4 and I feel like I'm chasing after time and losing the battle (so what's new eh?). I've managed to clear most of the HEAP of readings I have to do (more to come in a jiffy) but still have loads of other things to do like assignments and practicing my trust accounting. I can't believe lawyers have to do trust accounting. Accountants do accounting. Lawyers don't do maths (besides billing their clients).
Anyways, I have to apologize to some of my friends (namely Syl) for being super moody lately. It's weird cuz sometimes I'm in a super good mood and sometimes I'm in a super pissed off mood. It even changes by the minute. I blame it on the time of the month hurhur.
By the way, here are some pics from our hostel party. It was not bad lah. Company was a little shy but still can make it. Food was not worth the money the hostel management paid for but I guess it was passable. Night was made better with alcohol cuz I saw people doing weird things that they normally wouldn't do if they were sober *sniggers*.
This is part of the Singaporean gang we have here:
There are more hot girls than guys man. That's damn sad lah.
(from left to right) Rajeev, me, Syl in front of me, Chole, Ashley, Amy, Cheryl & Jeremy
This is me looking high and being extra at the back. Old man standing right at the end is Christopher. I've known him for 4 years and he's like a dad to me. He's one of the nicest people I've ever met and freaking rich to boot.
This one is just a random pic of us out at the beach recently. I was trying desperately to get a tan cuz I'm too fair *lol*. It didn't really work, but we had loads of fun trying to see who got the wettest.
Till next time!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 9:49 PM
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Friday, March 16, 2007
For those who watch Grey's Anatomy, you would know what I'm talking about. I just did the "which Grey's Anatomy character are you?" quiz here: http://abc.go.com/primetime/greysanatomy/quiz/greysdiagnosis/index
and they said that I'm an Izzie.
I'm an Izzie because I'm impulsive and often follow my heart, not my head. Caring too much can get me in trouble. But I'm always there for my friends, and good thing they're always there for me too. Just doing my job isn't for me; I'll always find a way to go above and beyond because there are so many people who need my help. Just remember to save myself before I save the world.
Hmm..quite accurate I must say.
She used to be one of my favourite characters till she freaked out and started to be super annoying. Now I just love George and Alex a.k.a McHottie *lol*. Anyway for those of you who don't watch Grey's, it is just the best show ever! I don't like crap like Lost or Prison Break or whatever...Grey's is THE drama to be watching. The 3rd Season is super exciting. I usually don't like medical dramas like E.R and House cuz I think it's too gruesome to watch dead bodies or bleeding people or people with all sorts of medical problems, but Grey's is cool man, it's got a good plot and a good cast, so catch it if you can!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 1:35 AM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
It's 2:20am in the morning and I really should be asleep but I couldn't resist the urge to blog *hurhur*.
Just some overdue pics:
My mom got this flower basket thingy from her ex-collegues for CNY...It's the nicest one I've ever seen actually...it's got like the huge purple cabbage in the centre and the orange nipply fruit thingys *lol*...and it also had tiny pineapples in there too...you could remove all the food and cook them for dinner!!
Here is one of my many nephews during CNY...his name is Bryan but I prefer to call him by his chinese name (Kai Yang) cuz Bryan is too common a name for such a unique & intelligent kid. He is SOOO super cheeky and unbelivably CUTE. When he's doing something wrong and you start screaming (e.g. AHHHHH!!!), he will look at you, giggle and continue doing that thing cuz it amuses him to see you screaming. AND when you go towards him and say "HUG HUG!!!" he will run over and grab your neck with his tiny arms and hug you. When you say "KISS KISS!!!" he will lean his cheek towards your cheek as if to say "KISS ME!!!". He's SUPER adorable, I love him to bits.
This one is a sinful indulgence. It's the new strawberry and white chocolate KRISPY KREME that they introduced for Valentine's Day and it tastes amazing...only thing bad is that it's a tad too sweet for me. It's nice but after a few bites you start to get dizzy from the immediate sugar high and your teeth starts hurting.
Still amazing.
Have more serious things to blog about but I guess that can wait for now.
Have a good one everyone!!! :)
ps: Bryan you pig, I had to delete your tag cuz HIS name is CONFIDENTIAL!!! STOP SPREADING THE INFO AROUND!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! *argh* I'm gonna smack you when I see you!!!
Yinny was Joshing around @ 11:17 PM
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
I've FINALLY got my internet connection...currently sharing broadband wireless with Sylvia so it's cheaper...and faster!! :) Why didn't I think of this sooner...
It's been a mad 3 weeks so far. Been running around trying to get things organised. Now that I've finally settled in again, it's sad thinking that this is my last year here. I will miss Monash and uni life very much.
Lately not much has been happening. Besides me being in love with someone in class *giggles*. He's so hot he makes me want to study *giggles again*. I'm drowing in reading! So what's new??
How is everyone doing? If you see this msg, do me a favour and shoutout on my tagboard puh-lease? I miss all of you!!! :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 8:29 PM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
This post is to congradulate my brother on his excellent A level results :)
Yinny was Joshing around @ 7:33 AM
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